Taylor Swift is Not Ready to ________!?

Fans got their first look at Taylor Swift’s new documentary, “Miss Americana” and within the rare footage Swift shows her 29th birthday celebration where she reveals that “There’s part of me that feels like I’m 57 years old, but there’s part of me that’s definitely not ready to have kids and definitely not ready for all that grown-up stuff.”

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You can see and feel her happiness with Joe Alwyn and says that they both made the decision to keep their relationship private.

It’s clear that Alwyn shifted her focus after her fall out with Kim and Kanye. The “Lover” singer then dives into what it felt like to not have anyone there, after her 2016 Album of the Year win, “I didn’t have anyone I could talk to that could relate to it. I had my mom, but I just wondered …shouldn’t there be someone I could call right now?” What part of your life have you felt the most alone? Share your story.