Less than a week after Demi Lovato said she’d relapsed in a new song called ‘Sober,’ she gave the first live performance of the track, and was noticeably extremely emotional.

Demi Lovato took her Tell Me You Love Me tour to Rock in Rio in Lisbon on June 24, but she made one significant change to her set when she took the stage. For this show, “Sober” was performed and it was a moment. Watch her belt out the words at her piano.